Dear Mama - Cozyboy

, woke up in a strip club, tell me where the fuck i'm at, how'd i get here and how am i gonna get back?, check my phone missed call from my mom, if she knew where i was she'd have heart attack, yeah, mom i'm sorry i been knowing it's hard to call me, i don't answer i get nervous i know i'm causing, anxiety and stress you're baby bird's out the nest, but i keep my wings to my chest, there's distance between us, i know that you'll see this, i love you and kelsey, i swear that i mean it, just in my feelings, i'm sorry i need this, throating this drink like i don't know my weakness, most of my friends don't know none of my secrets, only le play he knows some of my secrets, i got these demons they wreck me to pieces, when i say i love you that's when i mean it, today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly, i'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes, lost inside a cloud, oh, i swear i tried, falling to the ground but i don't wanna die, ayy, mom i'm sorry i know you see the scars on my body, but you will never stop me, trying, i'm trying i swear that i'm trying, but the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening, but it's hard when you know that you're ugly, and it's hard when you know that you'll fail, and it's hard when there's nothing above me, a mouthful of secrets that i could never tell, and i'm sorry that i never call you back and, and i'm sorry if i been quiet lately, and i'm sorry if i been getting mad, but if i'm only being honest, i hate the skin that you gave me, and i been trying to see the lights in the day, but the lights go out and the sky turns grey, and my heart's been numb but the words won't stay, just know that i love you and that will never fade ayy, today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly, i'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes, lost inside a cloud, oh, i swear i tried, falling to the ground but i don't wanna die, you don't know that you got me, but i swear that you have me okay, you don't know that you got me, but i swear that you have me okay