Hope It'Ll Be A Good Day - Cozyboy

, i hope it'll be a good day, i hope it'll be a good day, they say i stumble when i walk, but they don't see i move my feet, at least forward in my sleep, i wake up from dreams that, folded into nightmares, the night tears my eyes wide open in the sheets, i wrestle with demons, pieces of my mind scatter swiftly into air, when i talk to all these people that i care about, air it out, that's just what my therapist's been saying, she been helping me with scary thoughts and, girls i really like a lot, i been trying hard to fix myself this year, 'cause i was thinking, i wouldn't even be here, so i been trying hard to fix myself this year, 'cause i was thinking, i wouldn't even be here, i hope it'll be a good day, i hope it'll be a good day, i've been moving slower in my dreams, and i don't know what it means, but it's exactly what it seems, this depression comes in waves, like i'm sailing out overseas, they see me crying, feel the knives inside poking me as we speak, lost atop the balcony, what is my reality, i can't come back to earth 'cause i'm, losing grip of my gravity, good luck with catching me, a failure of a masterpiece, i tear apart these wings, that i used to fight with so gallantly, i am not a hero, please don't group me with them, i've never saved nobody's life, i'd rather soak in their dread, a waste of oxygen, on top of that, i'm better off dead, i tend to wounds that never heal, and ease the pain with the meds, i'm very stressed, well aware of this position that i've taken up, tell you all these stories people try to say i'm making up, i'm sorry that i got the drama, maybe i don't pray enough, i'm coming from a place where nobody thought i'd be brave enough, i hope it'll be a good day, i hope it'll be a good day