Just Apathy - Tally Hall

i'm too much, or not enough, maybe everyone else is messed up, well anyway, i can't seem to stay in just one state of mind, waiting round for something better, i'm the one that wouldn't let her, now i'm back and forth, i get bored when she's no perfect find, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, one thing just tears her down, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, something i just can't get around, consider the possibility, that you've been had but not by me, we're just kids, don't worry about this, my course is run and i'm so tired, until the next one comes inspired, i feel bad and i should, i made her sad and i knew it would, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, one thing just tears her down, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, something i just can't get around, i need to learn, to wait in turn, cause now i just step blindly, and i'm only happy when, i can close my eyes and i just dive in, and forget about about acting kindly, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, one thing just tears her down, 'cause it's one thing, or another, i don't even know why i bother, some things i just can't get around, still i know you won't let me down