Nightchild - Cozyboy

, when i was young i hated drama, i never wanted to get caught up, i built these walls like i'm a martyr, it's just the way that i was brought up, yea, ain't even talking to my mama, yea, cuz cuz i been going through some trauma, yea, i got this shit all on my conscience, i got this blood all on my collar, i'm not broke but i'm feeling so damn spent, think i'm missing a place to lay my head, wish that we could go back when it all made sense, i'm alone in this city until the end, i know it's been two months i need to call her, but i'm afraid of what she'll say so i don't bother, i know she crying and my sister tryna calm her, sometimes i really wish i had a father, now all this karma got me feeling six deep, i'm twenty six i really need a six speed, something that'll really fucking fix me, cuz i been on my own since i was sixteen, my auntie tell me i should feel accomplished, but i'm so out of touch i wanna call quits, and i need dramamine cuz i been falling, emotion sickness seeping in my stomach, i'm not broke but i'm feeling so damn spent, think i'm missing a place to lay my head, wish that we could go back when it all made sense, i'm alone in this city until the end, i'm tryna find myself, i'm scared i'll let you down, it kept me up all night, i wanna make things right, i'm not broke but i'm feeling so damn spent, think i'm missing a place to lay my head, wish that we could go back when it all made sense, i'm alone in this city until the end, swear if i ever have a daughter, she will always know her father, and if i ever have a son, yea, i'ma teach him how to love and never falter