The Worst Day Of My Life Was The Day You Tried To Kill Yourself - Cozyboy

i want to kill myself today, beretta pointed at my face my love, i want to kill myself today, beretta pointed at my face, scared that death will never come, tell my friends what i've become, homie please put that away, fuck i miss you everyday, question god again, because i'm lonely, now swaying in the street, trippin' off a tab, who am i supposed to be?, now that you're gone, now that you're gone, to call from hands on above, to lean on, would it be good enough, for me? no, to call from hands on above, to lean on, would it be good enough, for me? no, sobbing on the ground, they had to scrape me from the pavement, god damn cozy why the fuck, you gotta feel shit, backwoods weed smoke, can't calm the nerves in him, pop a xan, take me a couple levels lower than, subzero, no hero, callin' up the hotline, stay alive, one night, maybe i'll be better by, tomorrow, morning, wake me if i'm still breathing, even if i'm bleeding out the skin, like a fucking heathen, god damn god damn, never say his name in vain, specially when the vein exposed, he don't wanna see the pain, fuck that shit you know i'm piercing through the memories, throw it into words, 'cause that's the shit you'll never see